Job experienced the sorriest condition ever recorded in the Bible.
Abandonment and rejection are fatal for the emotional state of any person. They can lead to depression, dejection, and ultimately suicide.
I am not here to recommend any solution. That is not my field.
I am discussing the Life of a man using Job as a case study.
Job suffered and endured, but he came out successfully. If he can, so can you!
Do not give up!
Do not resort to the condition. Instead, report your condition to God and trust Him to help you.